Busy Bee

Finally I have completed designing my template.Today i am visiting my blog after a lot of days.Mastering Business administration is indeed a busszzeeee process.Finding no time to relax. :-(...I have become such a busy bee that i have no time to visit my home or a friend even for the weekend.Exams Exams and more Exams....confused on which brand to choose as my presentation topic on "positioning" this Monday. Samsung smart phone or Micromax.Finally decided to go with our desi brand.I was appalled when it took me more than one month to finish Ayn Rand. :-(

Yesterday our class attended a workshop on "finding the champion with in". A girl of my class asked my fav.. Organisational Behavior professor regarding work-personal life balance.
As a student never thought regarding this aspect.I realized that until now we were in a so comfortable environment where most of the things were managed by our parents.Life is easy now though it seems to be tough.If forecasting is to be done then comparatively life is smooth and comfortable now.Being an adult and doing a job is seriously an adult business.Some times it really gets tough to balance your work,family,personal life and health.c'est la vie.
The girl was answered that there is really no clear cut solution for handling it.Only the situation teaches you.
You must have clarity in what you are doing and must prioritize properly.
I feel the majority of work stress can prevented in working in the sector you love and the job which you are passionate about.
Exercise or dance.
Have some thing(hobby) or some one(strong relationships with loved ones,friends and family)  where you feel relaxed and relieve out all your stress.if you find any more incl. plz tell me.
Anyways i am stressed more as i sit in-front of the screen.Got to go.Have an boring economics exam.... :-(....  Now don't yell at me saying what i am doing on my blog if i have so much work.Its my relaxation mechanism. :-P....Yeah Yeah I am going. hasta la vista
                                                                                                                 -starlet

HEAL

Today I can understand why people are still happy, even they lose everything. 

I learnt the magic of healing and patience in the life. 

I realize that there was no need to worry so much about the things out of my control. 

Today, I have learnt that to find solutions, I must tame my mind to stop bothering and start working. Today, I no longer fear the unknown because I have already faced the dangers of the comfort zone. And it’s today that I really feel that I have grown.

ADDICTION

The other day, I was travelling back to Hyderabad from Bangalore. I got in to the bus. An elderly couple was sending off their young girl to their relative’s house. I was made sit beside her. The women gave multiple instructions to her daughter and the driver. The bus started. She waved her daughter until she disappeared.

I felt, children can grow up, but parents can never grow up to the stage of accepting the thought that their child can manage on their own.

I was happy. I hate journeys and I was wishing for someone to talk. And here was a girl of my age and we both face the same sadness (mummy's emotional attyachar) of going away from parents for a few days. Well this girl was very nice. I didn't feel the boredom of the journey. It’s like we were friends before. We spoke about everything possible in the world. We also discussed about religion, science, movies, boys, role models, Mother Teresa and all. It was a nice journey. Our talking was going on and on...

We were hungry and the bus stopped somewhere. All the passengers got down to have their dinner at a nearby dhaba. We had our food packed. So we chose to sit in the bus and eat. No sooner did we start eating an old man was standing in front of us. He was thin, weak. His right hand and right side of the body were paralyzed. He smelled all the drugs and medications. He was travelling alone. It felt like hardly he can manage to walk. We felt pity. He wanted me to open his tiff-in box from his bag. I did as he signaled me. I opened his bag, took out his tiff-in box, took out the spoon, put his water bottle beside him and helped him eat. He ate as if he were hungry for ages .He was stinking. I hated it. I was hungry even. But I grew sympathetic. I felt pity for this old man. I thought let him eat first. But still I helped him. He ate. I was contended that i did not get in to a medical college. I felt, just to help a half paralyzed man, a little part of my heart was hesitating and reluctant, hats off to mother. She went out in to the slums and helped to the extent she can.

Meanwhile the passengers, bus driver got in. We all thought if the bus starts earlier we can reach home early. The driver stared the bus. Suddenly someone told driver to stop the bus. We thought there might be an emergency. But to my surprise it was the old man we helped. He was requesting the driver to stop the bus. I further inquired and to my shock i came to know that this old man was asking the driver to stop for five minutes so that he can smoke. Damn. I regret helping him. This guy when he was denied to get down the bus, he started smoking in the bus only. I felt anger, at the same time I was laughing...SOME PEOPLE NEVER CHANGE.

Whatever may happen to that Old man? I don't care.

Addictions are strange. People are strange... weird...

FORCED INTROVERSION

Don't blame me for my solitude.
All of them pushed me in.
I am into state of forced introversion.
I retrieve in to a cocoon of my imaginary world.
A sort of self imposed exile.
Started with the "all-are-good" perception towards the world
Which,eventually,proved me wrong
Its so not-like-me-style to have a pessimistic approach
So left caring the world.
I know nothing can cure me.
If such melancholy is reality,
Who wants to be cured.
I would rather love be nurtured
Waiting for you in an eager.
I know the scope of my 'imaginary-you' is meager
Nevertheless,longing for your love my dear.
To create our own world where i identify my belonging.