Decision

I see myself stretching my hand towards the apple tree. 

Each fruit of it has a picture of mine, posing myself in the role of my aspiring dreams. 

Starving. 

Confused. 

Advancing to death, as I know this time will never come back. 

But I couldn't make up my mind of which one to choose. 

I want each and every one of them, but choosing one meant losing all the rest.

One decision leads to so many indecisions.

How do I construct myself with limitations???

Cant I have them all?