CLASHES

In the battle of fundamentalism and modernity i always trouble my heart and my mind..

To what extent shall I embrace the conventional,contemporary and modern traditions.

Should I act according to the situation or should I stick to what I am supposed to do.

Should I allow myself to act according to the reason,a reason to do everything,a reason to justify what ever i have

acted in the past and whatever i am going to act,every step i take or should i simply go by emotions?

What is the dividing line between individualism and selfishness?

A distinguishing point between fun and happiness?

follow principles but on what principles they are laid on?

Should i do something because it is the safest thing to do or should i take risk and offend the unjust?

Are certain things really unjust or am i the only one who is bothered?

How do i know that every time i act am i acting with courage or madness for a wild goose chase?

How do i know if my dreams are realistic or am i compromising on my dreams thinking they are too imaginary and fancy?

Is following my heart offending others?

Is it really hurting them or hurting their unthoughtful, prejudiced ego and emotions?

What are the things i can change and the things i cant change?

I aspire freedom but to what extent?

I aspire practicing traditions but to what extent should i practice?

Will this lead to open mind or will i be blinded by faith?

I want to be creative but what can be the limit of my creativity and free thinking?

Is my creativity killing the rules and regulations?

Is my creativity actually disturbing the system?

Is the system actually helping things to happen or limiting the man's potential?

Is there any equilibrium point?

Then one of the thing my heart replied is the that "The point,the limit,the extent is where your soul and heart stays unpolluted and pure."

But how do i know that?

                    I think my life is full of never ending questions.....